Self Probe
Bermuda Triangle
Great, sometimes they say that work just pours in. Today was one such day. Guess I'm put on 3 projects. Hope they take me off from one of them, though I still don't have any confirmed reports of me being tagged onto one of them.
Conscience
There was a moment of joy when I heard that my picture was posted in the 'President of India' website. I was so exicited that I started informing this to all those around me. On a closer inspection I began to feel a bit sick about the whole thing. I felt as if I was seeking glory. It really sucked! Good that I realised it very soon.
Monologue
Am I being childish? A guy just walks into my house, stays for 2 days. I know him just as my junior with whom I've hardly communicated. It makes me think, is this how the world works? I mean can I also seek shelter at my senior's place though I've hardly spoken to / known him or her? It's quite a serious question for me to ponder on. Is this 'person' a perfect example of 'opportunism' ? I think I would rather seek shelter with other better known people or simply choose to stay in a hotel.
But that would be strictly me, cause I'm very uncomfortable with people whom I haven't 'closely' interacted with. The word closely is very relative. It means anyone with whom I can vibe with, which of course is a tough challenge for me as well as the other person. I don't mean to offend this 'interesting' person, but I surely am amused with attitudes that people possess.
Art of survival
Do I have a bloated ego within me, or should I say the pride in me makes me a less opportunist in life. I guess 'dumb' is the right word that's to be used. I somehow failed to learn the art of survival in life. What made me give shelter to this particular person? Did I assume that he was completely helpless? Questions keep bouncing at me every now and then, leaving me dazed and lost, whenever I think of this topic.
Everyone's left the workplace except me. My watch reads quarter to 20:00. This is probably the best part of the day. You have the space for youself, nothing to bother about. Wish I was a bit drunk to enjoy it to the zenith!
Great, sometimes they say that work just pours in. Today was one such day. Guess I'm put on 3 projects. Hope they take me off from one of them, though I still don't have any confirmed reports of me being tagged onto one of them.
Conscience
There was a moment of joy when I heard that my picture was posted in the 'President of India' website. I was so exicited that I started informing this to all those around me. On a closer inspection I began to feel a bit sick about the whole thing. I felt as if I was seeking glory. It really sucked! Good that I realised it very soon.
Monologue
Am I being childish? A guy just walks into my house, stays for 2 days. I know him just as my junior with whom I've hardly communicated. It makes me think, is this how the world works? I mean can I also seek shelter at my senior's place though I've hardly spoken to / known him or her? It's quite a serious question for me to ponder on. Is this 'person' a perfect example of 'opportunism' ? I think I would rather seek shelter with other better known people or simply choose to stay in a hotel.
But that would be strictly me, cause I'm very uncomfortable with people whom I haven't 'closely' interacted with. The word closely is very relative. It means anyone with whom I can vibe with, which of course is a tough challenge for me as well as the other person. I don't mean to offend this 'interesting' person, but I surely am amused with attitudes that people possess.
Art of survival
Do I have a bloated ego within me, or should I say the pride in me makes me a less opportunist in life. I guess 'dumb' is the right word that's to be used. I somehow failed to learn the art of survival in life. What made me give shelter to this particular person? Did I assume that he was completely helpless? Questions keep bouncing at me every now and then, leaving me dazed and lost, whenever I think of this topic.
Everyone's left the workplace except me. My watch reads quarter to 20:00. This is probably the best part of the day. You have the space for youself, nothing to bother about. Wish I was a bit drunk to enjoy it to the zenith!
posted by Sriram at
3:46 AM
2 Comments:
Don't take tension yaar. By the way...had a look at ur pic on the prez's website...sharp. I simply can't understand y u are so self-judgemental. Stay cool...see ya. Hope u don't mind me postin such comments. Bye.
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Anonymous, at 6:55 AM
If life gives u chances to glorify yourself, do that. Too much introspection kills the cat.
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Shweta Baxi Tyagi, at 1:46 AM
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